I wanna Be....

Vampires... do the exist?
It is a question that has not been answered till now.. yet-
there are many tales.. stories.. novels.. and movies made based on vampires...
How can you know their life style.. without even coming across one?
Are the stories true? Or are they false?
Is it just ment to hypnotise our young teen into such fantasies that dont actually exist?
Or.. do they actually exists? hidden from this world that we believe to be NORMAL..
what is NORMAL by the way??... i hate that word...

Normal.. is Borin.. so i feel.. XD
I wish to be a vampire.. i wanna at least be able to meet one.. and get to know one...
"oh dearest god, please let me get into an encounter with a vampire" ...
i dont mind bein a blood doner... or best to be turned into a vampire it self..
the abnormal.. i've alwyx found it facinating.. interestin.. exciting...
I have tasted blood a couple of times.. its.... DELICIOUS!! slushy... yummie!
now now... i dont go around pockin fangs into people's neck, kay!
Sadly.. i have no fangs at all.. sobx!
By some miracle... i hope to see a vampire someday....
I'll give you my blood if that would get you to me....
Pls... dont run away from me....

Softball Championz!!!!!

Wow.. after six years.. SIX YEARS!!! we are finally the champs!! Yahoo!!! Go team....
I just love my softball team very very VERY much!!! *hugzzz to my fello teammates*
Being with you guyx.. was the best thing eva!!! Yay!!!
Special appreciation goes to our coach.. Mr Teh! He knows wat's he doin.. gawd! He is
the best coach ever! Seriously! He cares so so so much for us... He shed tears of JOY when
we won our finals.. he screamed along with us.. How wonderful! The isnt anyone else like h
him.. special.. VERY SPECIAL!
shout out to Mr Teh: SIR... I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! and so does the TEAM!!!!!
Kay.. lets be honest.. after screwin up the tornament last year.. (second place).. i quit the team..
cuz i didnt wanna bring them down again.. I was the one with the low self esteem.. i still am...
So i didnt want to ruin it for the team once again... ME<--- ZERO CONFIDENCE..
Then Mr Teh cornered me inside the store room and said
" why you quit?"
"cuz i dont wanna let the team down again, sir"
"so you decided to let yourself down?"
and he walked away.. Gawd did i mention I LOVE HIM? He just knows how to get me.. Zzzz....
that got me thinking.. and thinkin.. HELLO my final year? And i wanna play! I am the crasiest when
in the field playin SOFTBALL.. cuz i LOVE that game.. its the closest to BASEBALL! Lol....
So.. i joined bak the team.. yay!!
But then.. i still lost confidence during the game.. haiz! Lucky by some miracle.. we were still playin for
the semi finalz.... huray! Then.. Shiau Ling did the awesome pitchin! YAY YAY YAY!! Oh.. did i mention..
we thought we were DOOMED for loosing our third game.. XD we cried... and packed our things to go bak
home.. and "we are playin for semi finals" came Shiau ling's crying voice through the phone call... XD
That moment.. can never be forgotten.. XD! Siew Kim's lecture also didnt go to waste... she rocks okay!
She stayed together with us through the WHOLE tornament... how how very nice of her!!
Zhe Lin also came on the first day! XD... gawd i love her! *hugzzz to her too*
and when Shiau Ling made the final run in which determined our "champ" ... Mr Teh screamed!! and so did
THE WHOLE TEAM!!! running.. hugging.. SCREAMIN!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
I still cant get over it!! lolx!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol...................................
it was WORTH coming bak... i love LOVE you guyx! thank you thank you thank you so freakin much!
The bond between our team is speacial.. it isnt like any other team in this skool.. believe me.. i dare say it anywhere...
Our MGS softball team IS SPECIAL!!!!!! we rock!!!
Shout outz to : Ciuyi, Jie Jie (Shi Yunn), Bubbles (Looi Yoong), Wei Chin (captain), Rong Min, Kei Lih, Jasmin, Kai Yen, Kai Ling, Ee May,
Shiau Ling, Shi Xin, Pauline, Shun Jin...
YOU GUYX TOTALLY ROCK!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU SOO FREAKIN MUCH!!!!! gooo TEAM!!!!! our special bond is FOREVER!!!
oh.. somethin inportant *winks* ... during our finalz.. the whole Kwang Hwa boy's team came to SUPPORT us.. lol.. i dont really know WHY
they came.. but i assumed was to support us.. XD OMG they are so sweettttttt!!~ THANK YOU BOYZ!!!!!
Cikgu Jasmina was another awesome teacher who accompanied us... honestly.. this year.. it was pretty awesome!!!
Memories that shall last with me till death is on me.. XD
Since we won champz.. Pn. Azimah gave us RM 170 for the whole team plus two teachers... so we WENT to MC Dz!!!! ahhhhhhhhhHHHHHH!!!
it was a BLAST! yay! yay! yay!
I am so full now.. lol.. just came back to skool.. from the PARTY! XD! i am gonna miss softball.. nvm.. i'll still come bak n play with them when i
can..... gotta get bak to STUDYIN! XD.... gambate for next year!!!!!!! love you guyx man!!!!! muuackz!!!!

OMG!!!

I got a whole story.. my adventure to tell.. but lack of time.. so too bad i might never tell...

OMG!!! TRAVIS CLARK HAS HIS OWN WEBSITE!!!!!!!! i am in love!!! ahh.... i love u travis!!!! XD!!!

At the cyber cafe.. goin tuition NOW!! hahahaha!!!! SHADOW U MEANIE!!! PRAY FOR ME!!!! XD...

Ciuyi's MASTER PIECE!!

We had bengkel kepimpinan yesterday.. SOOO BORIN!! well i actually had things to listen.. since i am the secretary of drama club.. but the rest (Ciuyi, Jie Jie and Daddy) had ntg better to do.. O.O poor thing.. So they started to draw!

A make over.... it turned into an art class! Believe me.. they have the tallent man!! SERIOUSLY! XD.. i hv Ciuyi's picture here.. take a look.. you'll know wut i mean!

Now tell me.. isnt it awesome?

Exausted!!!! still HAPPY!!!

My uncle is the best!!! =D he asked me to join his badminton trainin.. yahoo!!! Ok.. so I WENT TODAY!!! omg!!!

Ok it clearly states that i suck at playing... O.O they r all so freakin awesome.. WOW!!! i feel soo ... ok i serioulsy think i play like a noob!! OMG I AM A NOOB!!!!!!! damn damn!!! Anyway- i met my cuzins.. i rarely see them.. XD!

It was a nice hangout! YESH! i am gonna go every week!!! woo hoo!! Oh yea- my cuzin brother also was there.. O.o but he didnt say a word to me.. in fact he ran away everytime i got near.. SOBX!! I wont eat him up, obviously! =.=!!! For a guy at the age of 14.. HE PLAYS MAD AWESOME! the energy!! wooo hoo!!! I WANNA LEARN!!!!!! too bad he is too shy to teach me..

SHY... why? Do i even look or behave like a girl? ... I dont think so.. .... oh well..

Anyway- tomoro is the BIG GAME!!! i hope i to play well.. tho i stink.. heyy its good to have hopes! =D YESH!!! and also.. my uncle changed for my by racket handle strap. Its newww!! it looks coolll!!! .. haha! Ofcourse my mom wanted to take advantage of that.. but i said NO! thank god she listened. She ended up payin! GOOD MOM!

She bought a NEW RACKET for my nephew.. no fair.. wut bout me? Lolx.. i wouldnt take it anyway cuz I LOVE MINE!!!!!! its the best eva!!! ok.. no hv to rush for homework! Then go SHOPPING!!!! i need sport shoes.. =D i hope to put a hand in some clothes too.. depends on my mom's mood.. holly GOD, give her the heart to spend today!

I'll post the rest later.. toodles

p.s I AM EXAUSTED!

A1 for life!!!! ask HER to get LOST!

OMG! since when did my life turn upside down?
I hardly know myself these days.. its hectic hectic.. bloody HECTIC! I was runnin around the skool like one mad psycho gal today.. searching for the badminton players.. and etc. O.o

I just got to know that they have TRAINING TODAY!! last minute only tell.. fish! then wut bout MY TUITION!!! hello? i have to fetch Catherine to tuition with me too!!.. omg! STRESS STRESS.. wut am i gonna do? DIE DIE! but thank god the form 4's say they ALL got tuiiton! YESH I LOVE YOU GOD! =D.. i also told teacher i cant go today.. start tomoro.. great..!!

Now i hv to stay bak.. WEDNESDAY.. THURSDAY and FRIDAY! wat bout my BM tuition? oh great! after skool.. i went to tuition...

Lillian came in class with her eyes so red. OMG pity her man, he phone got stolen in skool.. those mean people.. how could they do that? They should get their own phone's! pity herr!! Sigh.. i really wished i could make her feel better... sobx! why are people acting like animalz? They break my heart that is already torn into zillion pieces.. stabbed.. trampled.. O.o
THen... well she needed a wake up call tomoro.. but how am i gunna call her phone? Callin her house phone would wake up HER ENTIRE HOUSE! =D i dont mind tho.. haha .. but nope its not proper.. XD..

Anyway- i hope i solved her "mornin call prob"... XD! Msg from Shadow to HER and everyone else who carries their phone to skool "keep the phone in ur uniform at ALL TIMES"! XD....

After Chemistry tuition.. i continued with add maths cuz i cant go tomoro.. i am soo EXAUSTED.. my eye ballz are burnin man! I decided to get hope and sleep first.. but look.. i am still awake.. ugh! i so need to keep with the rules i make.. O.O tho..arent rulez ment to be broken? XD

The thing is.. when i went into class.. guess who i saw siting at the far end? RINISHA!! hell!! wut the FISH is she doin in there?? OMG! the center is in eng ann for gods sake! of all the places why does the B**** wanna come here.. ugh! excuse me for being MEAN.. thats my favourite place compared to the rest of the place.. ITS MY FAV SPOT TO BE IN!!! A1!!! SHE BETTER GET HER ASS OFF THERE ASAP!!!

I cant let THEM invade MY PLACE! Wat the FISH! stick to the other side of the river man! ugh!!! WHYY MEEE!!!!! FISH! go pick some place else.. OMG! of all the places! FISH! She takes CHEM and ADD MATHS? HELLO!!! wut else? OH FISH! i am warning you.. if she goes for BM too.. THATS IT!!!!!!!!!!! i'll throw a tentrum! and you'll never see a happy face in the BM CLASS EVERRR!!!!!!!! DAMN! i'll be the queen of ice in BM if shez there.. ugh! GET LOST MAN!!!!! B****!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am so freakin pissed! shit! SHIT!

and i SO DONT WAN HER TO GO FOR MODERN MATHS! SHE BETTER STAY THE FISH AWAY FROM ME! AND MY FRENZ.. DAMN! I AM SO GONNA IGNORE HER.. AS THO SHE DOESNT EXIST THERE.. HER LONELYNESS WILL DRIVE HER INSANE AND CHASE HER OUT FROM THERE... I HATE HERRRR AND HER BUNCH OF DUMB FRENZ! AS THO ITS NOT ENOFF RUININ MY LIFE IN SKOOL, NOW THEY WANNA DO IT IN MY FAV HANGIN SPOT <====== A1~

Ugh! then i got bak home in a pissed state.. almost yelled my head off! Then.. i grew depressed! I get that like once a month.. poor SHaDow! gosh.. i seriously rely on him wayy too much! but prob dats cuz i trust him.. way too much.. BUT I CANT HELP IT! he is just so trustable.. then i feel guilty for dumpin my sorrowful life on him.. gosh he doesnt even have flesh to hold himself.. wut more with my sorrows added.. O.O POOR SHADOW! i am sorry....

Well.. now i feel better tho.. i still got homework to do.. ugh! and find some sleep.. trainin tomoro.. OMG!!!!!!!!!!! somebody save me!!!!

Regrets? None baby NONE...!!

I .. decided to try out for delta's Physics.. okay chill ..shhh!!! i know i know I AM an A1 for life student.. but i tried both the physics teacher over there.. they r good.. i am bad? hehe.. =D

Then.. Ciuyi said "come delta, warna! Mr. Moay is cute".. okay... so off i went to try.. OMG MR MOAY IS THE ONE, MAN!!!!!!! His class is freakishly good! So i am not considered as "delta student" not in a million years.. i am just MR MOAY's GAL!!!!!! yahoo!!!
Today.. as usual.. his class was woo hoo.. soul refreshin!!! I understand his lessonz.. and they are VERY HILLARIOUS!!! way to go MR MOAY! u rock!!!! +.+

I LOVE TUITION !!!!!! =D! Hmm.. Tan Tan was hidin smtg.. SOBX I WANNA KNOW WUT IT IS!!!!!!! curiocity is killing me!!! TAN TAN PLEASEE TELLL MEEEEE!!!!!!!!
*beggin on my knees with puppy eyes*... u would tell me, wont u?

Gosh.. i am so sleepy! I got the damn phone workin! it plays WE THE KINGS now! yes! damn! creepy phone! now it works.. woo hoo!! I need it to continue the rest of the night.. O.O
Will i get to sleep tonite? Lookz at the pile at the table *shivers* .. scary!

"physics notes, chem notes, sej notes, chem ex, karangan, essay, add maths ex, tuition's work for tomoro and the secretary work for the club" Amount of work i am loaded with and HAVE TO FINISH!!! ahhh!!! *faints*